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Her Synthesis
04:16
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[spoken word]
(What day is it? Wednesday 20 September 2017. I forgot to do a track again. And yeah here I am a night later doing it now. I don't even remember what happened yesterday, um. It was college, that was alright, and did music for film stuff. Now that was neat I liked that. And uh, yeah... [indecipherable])
(Thursday 22 September 2017. Truth is yesterday did have one particularly interesting attribute, namely that I went to bed at 9:15pm, sort of like what normal people do, though I still woke up at 12pm somehow so shit. Before I went to bed, my friend Nic was getting hooked on Massacre's Killing Time, which I've still not heard its entirety despite the fact its Fred Frith and early Bill Laswell on the same album, so I must get onto that at some point.)
(Meanwhile today, while some guy was there to tell that the boiler would need replacing, I was there playing AnCo's underrated sensory overload by the name of Centipede Hz. Soon after that I played XTC's gorgeous Nonsuch. Not my favourite album by them but one of them. A record I can't sing my praises enough for. There's those lyrics in 'Humble Daisy': 'I'll sing about you if nobody else will'.)
(And on the right day I might even draw it equal with Then She Appeared and Colin's War Dance and Bungalow.)
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2. |
Foggy Aperture
04:25
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Stationed with myself
Fantasies bribe me with innocence
Sometimes I do just kept swept away
On the most mundane of days
And oh
I drag myself back to the harsh daylight
Directionless and where I have no plan
How tediously dormant is time
Can't you see it though?
Well you live it just fine, so you ought to know
Though, at once blue and grey, guess who's all alone
The train that crashed ages ago
With events like staccatos so sporadically placed
I keep one foggy aperture right over my face
Inertia ain't blissful if you exist with no trace
I keep one foggy aperture, a trusty malaise
It's cemented the years, long since lost count of days
Years of recollection rendered merely a haze
It's only logical that there's comfort in a daze
When the years pass on by and don't take me on their way
And it still ain't much
The sea gives up its dead at the slightest touch
And I still don't feel harlequin as such
Wonder who's eyes meet mine first
Leaks over the brim
Retreating and yearning with fettered limbs
Compromise might be somewhere in between
So nothing that comes from within
With events like staccatos so sporadically placed
I have one foggy aperture right over my face
Inertia ain't blissful if you exist with no trace
I have one foggy aperture, a trusty malaise
It's cemented the years, long since lost count of days
Years of recollection rendered merely a haze
It's only logical that there's comfort in a daze
When the years pass on by and don't take me on their way
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3. |
Jennifer the Girl
04:53
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She scurried barefoot from the front door
And with loose CDs scattered around the car floor
She drove barefoot to Chippenham
And then scurried back out again with the hand break undone
If not quite the antipode to her silk voiced dad
Her voice would still decorate any bachelor pad
Every Thursday night in the Cecil Sharp suite
But not tonight, not while these ends don't meet
He sliced and diced all her sharp retorts
As if they were byproducts of miserable thought
But she thinks in forward marches, as she does as she intends
The polar inverse of him, and his pissing in the wind
Her currency is indulgence
Allows him to compete for once
Picture whomever you're after, and I will do the same as you
Picture your fantasy, the things she says she's gonna do
Imagine yourself an environment for you to make your mark
And dramatise the inane way you recon you might win her heart
Try not to straddle the line
Between public and private at any time
You'll be refused admission
Its your own trial and error execution
And now I once said to her
Are we naturally this crazy? are we crazy at all?
Ask those around us who have formed a circle
But at least the circus, has placed interest in us
At least our antics aren't useless after all
I now say to her
It's already a defeated objective, so why need try?
My only life only had one youth and I'm waving it goodbye
A gesture of failing health
Is that I can't stay here myself
You can be the new me
Now that you have your own key
Your dad runs the cabaret lounge
And he's alright with having me around
I can chat Gilbert O'Sullivan with him in the day
That seal of approval to send me on my way
Over time you made me much more discourageable
That denied me the access to things that I was meant for
Or something like that, anyway
But that was then
Corps de Blah blah blah
Your petrified cry at ease
The scents we smelt near oak trees
As we smelt a strong sultry breeze
Strong enough to cause narcosis
What do I say?
One admirable young man
True to his intention, but not to his religion
I don't want to alienate you
With Milk Tray, flowers and frying pan piss-ups
But there is an ever growing air of urban development in this town
Which means there's an opportunity for us before the houses get pulled down
You seem to inherently know best
You seem to much prefer the rest
And joke that I ride at the very crest
Of indecisiveness and jest
My thoughts are folly and fantasy
But mirrored in you are parts of me
Keep me close, hold me tight / kinky girls all the time
We hypothetically party like its 1987 in this house
Thank the lord for small gestures
Thank the lord for second guesses
A subservient smile on your face
And Christ knows what I look like
And I love that yellow dress
That shows off your legs
Keep me close, hold me tight / kinky girls all the time
And I love that yellow dress
That shows off your legs
And I'm making it work
But I'm not sure how I've done it
And I know that there is definitely
Room for a lot of improvement
But although I am quite lonely
It doesn't really surface, does it?
But if it does, then I guess
My covers blown, its excess
But she's such a pretty girl
But I'm far too juvenile
To even approach the situation
Like a person would
But here I am, resigned
I'm such a fatalist
But there's still time for me to-
To become a better person-ish
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4. |
Interlocutor
04:55
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Don't know who I am
I'm petrified that I might be a lot less
Don't know who you are
I'm scared you won't be served by my best guess
I felt the same passionate impulse
That got here where she currently is
But all those people that I've never met twice
Are the poor souls that took my advice
And I assumed the reason, that you chose to conform
Was that in reality, you were always torn
Between two brim ideals (between two brim ideals)
That were closing their doors (their closing their doors)
But now I think not, you're wise enough
Not to give before you're sure you've got
Just look at last time, it was too late
I'm sorry that I'm hard to interpret
I told you straight I did
Although I had no idea what I was saying
I repeated it loudly and then
Scrawled it on my forehead in a felt tip pen
But you're wonderful, you are
Something I couldn't better
Although where it mattered then
Perhaps it doesn't matter here
Don't know who I am
I'm petrified that I might be a lot less
Don't know who you are
I'm scared you won't be served by my best guess
And all those people who I can't look in the eye
Are the young fools that took my advice
And all those people that I've never met twice
Are the poor souls that took my advice
All those people who I can't look in the eye
Are the young fools that took my advice
And all those people that I've never met twice
Are the poor souls that took my advice
I thank you for your time
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5. |
Ten Mile Radius
05:51
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As she glows on a dim backdrop
That accentuates her dyes
She says "I will not etch your name
Into my study desk twice."
Apparently, the prima facie
Of the inchoate stage
Is now the stuff of trivia,
Of times unrealised
The memories are traced out on their own
My diffidence speaks louder when on the phone
Plaintive questions to serious questions
The airborne side of the tug of war winning
And I've lost the remote reliability
Now that I'm stranded in more formal security
One state of affairs is tagging my name
And the other state of affairs is tugging my weight
[Own
When on the phone
Questions
Winning
Bility
Formal security
Tagging my name
Tugging my weight]
The memories are traced out on their own
My diffidence speaks louder when on the phone
Plaintive questions to serious questions
The airborne side of the tug of war winning
And I've lost the remote reliability
Now that I'm stranded in more formal security
One state of affairs is tagging my name
And the other state of affairs is tugging my weight
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6. |
Urbane Silks
05:17
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Careening from the top story
To the shuffle stye below
She preached not to efface me
But to merely let it flow
With copper cut-outs to my left
And paradigms to my right
The subtlety of a sultry breeze
In rooms they swore air-tight
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7. |
Do It Yourself Warehouse
02:09
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[instrumental]
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8. |
Voyeur
07:46
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Embrace it at your best
Ignore it at your worst
Sounds simple enough
If I had the nerve
Embrace it at your best
Ignore it at your worst
Sounds simple enough
If I had the nerve
My escapism
Trivial, unrealised
My escapism
Dwarfed to miniature size
My escapism
Sidetracked and minimised
My escapism
Drowning, sinking, capsized
But I wouldn't know what it feels like
I'm the voyeur looking in
But I wouldn't know how I would act
I am detached from my subject
How I'd love to know what its about
But I don't push myself to a whim
And if there remains any doubt
It remains time currently keeping me in
Embrace it at your best
Ignore it at your worst
Sounds simple enough
If I had the nerve
Embrace it at your best
Ignore it at your worst
Sounds simple enough
If I had the nerve
I don't try and I don't dare
I'm not convinced there's someone out there
Or rather there's plenty scattered around
But are we likely to be sharing the same crowd?
Quiet implosion inside my mind
Its no grandstand clatter of any kind
I quietly collapse into my self
While you observe the (hollow shell)
I don't know why everyone cares
It should be ancient history
But they drag it into the light again
Correlating the misery with me
And I didn't do anything of note, honestly
But that seems irrelevant now
Their loss is public property
And I remain a man down
Don't know why everyone cares
It should be ancient history
But they drag it into the light again
And correlate the misery with me
I didn't do anything, honestly
That seems irrelevant now
Their loss is public property
And I am a man down
I'm not gonna deny it
I'm not that insecure
Though I veer close,
from time to time I'm sure
So I should best prepare myself,
should my guard be caught down
Don't want to feel like I'd
drive myself out of town
And I'm attracted to your vibrancy
Your hedonistic ecstasy
But its all very foreign to me
I am the voyeur looking in
I see where you're coming from
I know its a fright
But for me at least,
It's quite the perfect delight
I'm beginning to think that I've been had
Either that or I've gone mad
But I live in morbid fear
Of those who know the answer
But fantasy suits me fine
So why should I leave it today?
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Snuggle on the hillsides and comfiest carpets
Tiny ambitions that we realise
No digressions here, no opposition there
The definition of intimate care
Surroundings might disappear
But you stay anchored here
You always start dancing
Under neon tubing
You're a crossover success
You speak two different mindsets
And of both of those passions
This is the dainty among them
Let's minimise the words we use regularly
Let's emphasis the silence that lies between
Let the nuances unfold
This way, things are more bold
Let's minimise the words we use regularly
Let's emphasis the silence that lies between
Let the nuances unfold
This way, things are more bold
And I know you're shy like me, but won't you just hold my hand
And sure I got so extreme
That it transcended our dream
Although anything less
Would have failed your test
And sure I got so extreme
That it transcended our dream
Although anything less
Would have failed your test
And sure I got so extreme
That it transcended our dream
Although anything less
Would have failed your test
Let's minimise the words we use regularly
Let's emphasis the silence that lies between
Let the nuances unfold
This way, things are more bold
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10. |
Wear Your Daisy Chain
04:25
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[lyrics written by Joseph James]
Hey, I'll meet you in the daisy
Wear your daisy chain
I want the night to get hazy
So I don't look the same
To you, to you
Yeah, my clothes are dirty
Well, at least i'm not plain
And you could say that I'm quirky
But I'd probably say the same
To you, to you, to you
Where there's sticky dancefloors and dirty looks
Lost my money and the jukebox is stuck
You're my drug and I'm getting hooked on you
On you, on you
Well he looks a bit sneaky
He's all dressed in white
Keep going and he'll hit me
But that's another Friday night
To me, to me
Now he's asked me to step outside
He'd like to square up
Well I've heard that he's pretty sly
And I guess he's pretty tough
I guess we'll see if he's crazy
Just like the daisy
Where there's sticky dancefloors and dirty looks
Lost my money and the jukebox is stuck
You're my drug and I'm getting hooked, on you
On you, on you
Where there's sticky dancefloors and dirty looks
Lost my money and the jukebox is stuck
You're my drug and I'm getting hooked on you
On you, on you
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11. |
Body's Brickwork
03:25
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What's gone wrong, a system malfunction
Looks like you'd turn at the wrong junction
Your feet sore and your wrists are aching
Tension in the air is breaking
You ripped open the body's brickwork
And so its your fault you know where there lurks
You want to revise the revisionists
Your pen versus their's and the same audience
This closed air feelings holds me suspended
On it now, I'm wholly dependent
And I don't know what's been said or done
Or what will be next acted upon
Reverent like a megalithic stone circle
You speak so mannered and so formal
So very left of centre
Delightfully off-kilter
Jettison that petty composure
Yours lief as as any convert
Subservient in my way of thinking
Now wha...what we're doing
You ripped open the body's brickwork
And so its your fault you know where there lurks
You ripped open the body's brickwork
And so and so its your fault you know where there lurks
You ripped open the body's brickwork
And so its your fault you know where there lurks
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12. |
Rhetorical Lagniappe
02:10
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Now come inside and lock the door
The hour's growing late
He walks through the street
On a cold lonesome night
A cross in one hand
And a knife in his right
Crucifying non-believers
Is his daily chore
Faint echoes in the night saying
"Please. The hour's growing late."
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13. |
Broadmead
04:07
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[instrumental]
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14. |
Stimuli
03:40
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One wonders why you haven't been happy with your life
You draw from the same sources that reward others with pride
But your social goal is to forge an identity
And for intimacy, libidinous temerity
Well surely that's to cast aside, don't you think?
All is at our disposal except the kitchen sink
So take off your clothes and please put this on instead
We best be in a right state for the big news ahead
Its fun to personalise such things as this
Or rather its natural at least from where I sit
If truth needs proof, then proof's in practice
The lattice steel framework, embeds all the niches
I clap my hands in front of my mouth and speak to you
And make sure every last idea is fed through
To the point where they all push into the red
The thoroughfare where you followed and I led
A tried and tested manner but not by me, my dear
From the tips of your toes to your ginger hair
No other reservations exist here or anywhere
The rendezvous is green-lit, so goes the savoir faire
The niches sit neatly into the steel framework
All these other things happening right here with us
From top to the bottom a gorgeous attempt at love
Perceived wisdom is one thing, but then there's us
One wonders why you weren't ever happy with your life
You drew from the same sources that reward others with pride
But now lies secured an endlessly rewarding future
The past is now history for a while, as now is here
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